Sexually abused...

Today i had read a shocking news about a Missouri man and his four sons sexually abused his six grandchildren.. How on earth that this could be happening?? aren't there humanity? A relationship between grandparents and grandchildren should be harmony and loving each other as a family? Among the six grandchildren of his, some of them has dead because of the sexually abuse.. But this doesn't make them stop the crime.. they just buried the dead bodies at their family farm..

http://www.heraldsun.com.au/news/breaking-news/man-forced-girl-11-to-abort-after-rape/story-e6frf7k6-1225797018221

思念....

你曾有试过很想念一个人却不能让他知道吗？如果你没有试过的话，你是不会知道那是有多痛苦的。每天脑海里都会不经意地想起那个他。想想他现在在做什么呢？想想不知道他最近过得怎么样呢？快乐吗？有工作压力吗？总而言之，无论你有多么的不想去想关于他的东西，可是你的思想却不知不觉地飘到他的身上。晚上上网都会时时刻刻注意他有没有在线上。看到他在线上却不知道用什么理由来找他倾谈，看不到在线又担心他是否又在加班呢？还是跟朋友出去了？

以前的他会常常找我谈天，关心我，说话时都会很温柔。可是，这一切都已经过去了，现在他不会常常找我，而且有时传简讯给他都不会收到回应。有时自己会找借口来自欺欺人，“或许他睡着了，或许手机没电”。但我内心深处是知道这些都是我自己篇出来的借口。

朋友们都会问，“你为什么不干脆对他说清楚呢？” 其实如果可以的话，我一早就会这样做。问题是我知道就算我对他说明白我的心意，结果也都会是一样，或则会变得更糟。不知道我的心意的他偶尔还会找我聊聊天，不过万一让他知道了我的心意，我们的友情可能会起变化，我们双方肯定会有避讳。所以对我而言，偶尔可以跟他聊聊天，知道他的状况，已经很心满意足了。

我每次都想问他到底有没有心仪的对象或女朋友，如果得知他已经心有所属了，那我也可以慢慢的放下对他的感觉。可是每当我想问出口时，不知道为什么的我都会把要说出口的话吞回进去。说到底，还是我自己没有勇气知道答案，如果他跟我说他已经在交往了，那我的反应和表情会是怎样？我已经做好心理准备去面对这一切了吗？

我会试着慢慢放下对他的感觉。我相信终有一天，我可以完完全全的提起勇气面对事实。^^

Failure in baking.......

Today i was planning to bake a chocolate cake. I woke up early in the morning and prepare all the ingredients needed. While i start mixing all the ingredients, i was humming my favorite songs. This is not my first time in baking, so it seems to be easy for me. After i have mixed all the ingredients, i put it into the oven. The cake was ready in 45 minutes. I took the cake out from the oven, the chocolate cake looks delicious and smell nice. I felt so happy and cut a small slice to have a try. Once i ate a small bites, i threw it out. Then i realized i forgot to add in sugar, the whole chocolate taste like flour, so irritating. Although it's a waste to throw the cake away, but i have to do it also. haiz~

Friendship are forever~

朋友有分真心与不真心的。有些朋友需要帮忙时才会主动找你，有一些却不管什么时候都会想起你。当朋友需要帮忙时，你义不容辞的献上帮助，但是，当你自己有难时，那些所谓的朋友们呢？他们都会找不同的借口来推辞，说他们很忙啦，没能力啦，还有一些根本都不会接电话。所以说，在这个世界上你所交的朋友不一定每一个都是真心的对待你。或许你觉得可以帮上朋友的忙是一件好事，可是或许众多的朋友们中有人觉得你只是一个有求必应的傻瓜。那我们应该要怎么做呢？就算知道哪个朋友不值得帮，难道就要我们袖手旁观吗？我不知道别人会怎样，不过如果我帮得上忙的话，我就会帮，也许只是微不足道可是我还是会帮，因为我不知道下一秒会发生的事情，也许朋友会因为我的自私而受到伤害，就算这只有那一八仙的可能性，我也不想让它发生。我们应该要好好地珍惜身边的每一个朋友，不管是真心的还是假意的，互相认识就是一种缘份，我们应该要珍惜它。

Basic biodata of Kevin Cheng

基本质料

姓名（中文) 鄭嘉穎

姓名（英文) Kevin Cheng

别名 Kevin

出生日期 8月15日

星座 狮子座

身高 179cm

体重 63kg

最喜欢的

食物 太多

嗜好 游泳，单车，篮球，唱歌，高尔夫球，网球

城市 香港

动物 狗，熊猫

艺人 张学友

颜色 绿色

电影 Fight Club

歌曲 She

Met Kevin Cheng and 3 other celebrities at Summit USJ

Yesterday(7th of Nov 2009) 4 Hong Kong stars have came to Summit USJ.. I went there 4 hours earlier just to get to stand infront.. Because i want to look at my idol Kevin Cheng clearer.. They arrived at 6pm.. i was so excited when i saw Kevin Cheng.. he looks more handsome in reality.. hehe.. i took alot of his photos

but of cos i also took pics of the other 3 stars.. hehe.. once they arrive i can hear all the fans shouting out their idol's name.. after introducing who are they and which drama they are launching, they have some activities with their fans.. after that, they have the photography section, i wish to get Kevin photograph also but too bad, only V.I.P have the privilege.. V.I.P are those who apply AOD and with a special band around their wrist.. so too bad, i m not one of them T.T But.... at least i get to shake hand with Kevin Cheng when he came down from the stage.. yeah!!^^ and finally

they have give out some items as souvenir for the fans.. and i manage to get two.. haha..